Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Well the other day my dad came to me and asked me what I was going to do with my major. I thought for awhile and I couldn't really grasp what I truly wanted to do. With 3 semesters left i feel like I haven't learned enough. Even with taking the maximum amount of hours, things are just not all there. I have always wanted to travel and learn about fine arts, and the history of art. I have always wanted to experiment with all types of media. Research all kinds of design. Go to lectures. Go to workshops. I feel like I'm just not really noticing/doing what I want. With this in mind I have slowly come to terms with myself going somewhere else and learning. Last year I was talking about transferring to SCAD (savanna creative and design), and now I am considering it more than ever. For some reason I feel like there is much more out there for me. I feel like I can discover my true self somewhere else, rather than where im at now. But I also feel this way because of the awful saying, "I will never be good enough." What should I do? Is there some other options that I should do?